Casa Di Aurora – Sara’s story

If I didn’t know better – I would say: I’m myself from the future.
I couldn’t have planned my life circumstances better for the time we are going through right now.
I feel I’m Sara 2.0 – so ready for the next adventure of my life.

As Dr. Charlie Ward says: “When you pray and ask for help and guidance with humility the Creator hears you.” I have prayed and asked for help many times throughout my life. I and feel I’ve been head many many times. When I look back, I see a guided life. I see a path. I see a life of great experience, growth and a strong and confident wise woman, standing in her best age ready to give a 2^nd shot to a life purpose.

My passion for people and our inner development has led me through an exciting life. Through educations, courses and my own company. I have dealt with personal development both as an expert in the Enneagram and eating disorder, as a biopath and as a developer and founder of a private hospital. Originally, I am educated in the banking world.
But most of all, I have learned from and enjoyed life and so many beautiful people on this marvelous planet.

In my lifelong study of us humans, which I find quite wildly fascinating, I have little by little gained more understanding and insight into why we do as we do? And discovering how different we are is a gift. Because then it is not me (or you) who is wrong. Nobody is wrong! People are so fundamentally different that many times more than just the desire for cooperation is needed to make an interaction between relationships work properly. This is both when the insights emerge and you look at situations differently, with a new perspective, and when you can see through how people often “cheat” themselves – and others, because they are not aware of their unconscious thoughts and beliefs. It’s cool when you have become better at maneuvering around the old destructive patterns and away from what hurts.

I was not that old when part of me did not want to be here – here on earth. I didn’t know how to live. I felt I was worth nothing. I felt alone. I tried, like everyone else, to make a life, but for many years it was a suffering.

Around the age of 18, I was hit by one of the biggest guilt you can be hit by: the guilt over an end of life. A lovely boyfriend shot himself when I ended our relationship after 3-4 months. Although he wrote in his farewell letter that it was something he had planned for years and that the time we had together was the best in his life – I lived for 30 years with an overwhelming sense of guilt that almost sucked life out of me. For many years I had to seek help and had to go through a lot of pain and redemption to find my soul again. I had to be repaired so that I could function in the world – here on earth – again

I am convinced that sadness and depression are the feelings we have, when there is no correspondence between what we basically are here to do (the path of our soul) and the reality we stand in at the time. Many are looking for meaning and guidance in life. I did too!

Since I was in my late twenties, people have often encouraged me to write a book about my life.
A book about my life?
What could I write about that could be of interest to others?
About my many years of struggle with anorexia?
About the time my two daughters’ father and I sold everything we owned, bought an old camper in Germany and drove on adventures in Europe?
About the time I came back to Denmark – alone with my two daughters of 2 and 7 years, without a job or income?
About losing a foothold and direction in life?
About my struggle for better treatment and knowledge about eating disorders in Denmark?
About my life dream VictoriaCentret(a treatment center)?
About unhappy love?
About psychopaths?
About personal development?
About the Enneagram?
About the concussion that really knocked my out?
About spirituality?
About the great love?

I didn’t write a book – I continued to fight battles in life!

The VictoriaCenter
Back in 2006 I managed to convince a gathered parliament in Denmark to give money to some private initiatives – to test their methods treating girls suffering from severe eating disorders. After 15 years of fighting the health system (in TV, radio, magazines, started 2 humanitarian organization) – I was one of the few people given the opportunity to show another way to treat these girls/women suffering in life.
I established a private hospital and another fight started – the battle to get clients from the doctors. Some of the girls were closer to death than alive. Some families were one day away from breaking up.
We managed!
We did good!
Really good!
So good – the “establishment” had to close us down!

I didn’t know then, what I know now about the danish establishment and Big Pharma. With the help from a god lawyers and his advice, I chose to stop fighting “them” anymore, because I wouldn’t win though they had defaulted our agreement.

I ended up with a huge debt and burned-out.
Luckily I had the time to meditate a lot and learned how to change thought patterns, so today 20 years later I’m completely debt free!

A Kundalini experience mixed with love
End of 2012 I prayed for a life-lesson: ”Dear God, please let me experience unconditional love before I die”. So many things happened at the same time, and it did take me years to find a way to separate what was what. I met this wonderful man (I know he was God sent), a few months later one day out of the blue, I fainted in a bathroom and had both a severe concussion and wish plash. My body turned into a total electric stage. And I gain weight – water. The new found love and an electric body created a whole new realm for me. The sex was beyond words – sometimes a touch on my arm was enough. For 3-4 months I was in Nirvana. No thoughts – No worries. I slept 20-23 hours every day for months. Slowely, little by little my thinking came back – and took over again. I came out of the fantastic state of being. Slowly I had to coordinate thinking and words. Sometimes that was really funny, because strange words without context came out of my mouth.

My body had changed. It took me around 5 years to understand what had happened (because nobody could explain it – because they didn’t know) and to get my body back on track again, I was using a lot of different so called alternative methods and a whole lot of natural food supplements.

Today I have no doubt – it was an “upgrade” – a Kundalini experience. Today I feel a very strong connection to God – and I trust my heart and my senses completely.

I have had plenty of time to reflect on my life. To see the patterns between my thoughts and what manifests in my life. To understand the link between my thoughts, my dreams, my payers and the life I’m living.

A Danish Patriot
Since March 2020 I’ve spent in average 10 hours a day – as digital soldier.
In the summer 2020 I gathered a group of Danish patriots in my garden and after that a Facebook group on messenger (behind the scene). I didn’t post much on my Facebook page, but a lot in the group. Even though – I was thrown out of Facebook with no warning – no Facebook prison… I was just denied access to my account!

Then I went to Telegram – and continued my research. And I love it!

Back in 2008 I wrote a book “The 12 optimistic messager” with a friend about quantum frequencies, inner work, manifestation and prayer, which is the manual for our guests.
It has been the best choice of my life to trust my inner voice.